Moving forward is a necessity; however, it isn't always an easy trip. April has held many changes in all areas of life. The week of April 7th was a busy one! Obviously it has been busy since then as I haven't posted this particular blog due to it's length.
This post is a long one...and may be boring...so read on. BUT know that you have been warned.The week started out relatively normal. I was teaching my 9th grade English classes per usual when it dawned on me that Wednesday that I was approaching my final days at that placement. After 11 weeks of getting to know my students, my cooperating teacher, and the faculty/staff of the school, it was time to move on. I had to pass the borrowed flame of wisdom back to my cooperating teacher. How unfair! It had been such a scary start to the whole experience (
see here) and now I was finally feeling on top of my game! That entire week, instead of peaceful, rested sleep, I tossed and turned. I think my subconscious was working on overdrive. It was processing angst, anxiety, sadness, and most importantly excitement.
Friday arrived. My last day. That morning I was so nervous. I think I just wanted to do a good job for the last day of my time with the students. I taught each class the last lesson, bringing the cooperating teacher back in to acclimate them back to his ways. After he did his spiel, I gave them the opportunity to give me feedback on my teaching. I expected some of my 100+ students to take advantage of this situation; but not a one did. Almost every evaluation I got back had something positive to say about my growth in the classroom and constructive criticism I will certainly use. These students were very intuitive in their observations of me.
I brought each class some cookies and much to my surprise, 3 of my 5 classes brought in cake, brownies or cookies to share. It was a really sweet gesture. I also received some pictures, as well as a song made up by two of my students. Very cool! I was even able to capture it on video...but due to privacy issues I can't post it. It was really funny though!
To sum it up: I had an incredible experience with my 9th grade English students over the full 11 weeks. I have learned so much about the importance of fostering connections with my students. If they don't trust or respect me they are not going to try to learn for me. It is so amusing to think how terrified I was of these kids at the beginning of my placement. However, after I became more comfortable, they did too. I have to say my students were awesome. I truly enjoyed getting to know them and the opportunity to teach them!
And a HUGE thank you to my cooperating teacher who honestly challenged, supported and motivated me the entire way through. I would not have lasted had it not been for his words of wisdom early on. Thank You!! The best part is that he and his wife are really neat people who have now become my friends (along with their adorable daughter).
The drawings and cake given to me by some of my students.
Another torch to be passed on was that of Sigma Tau Delta (which I lovingly and, admittedly, immaturely refer to as STD). I am a member of the local chapter of this Honors English Society. At first I though it was not really my cup of tea to "Go Greek", however it isn't bad to have for resume purposes! So, I decided to go for it...after all, job hunting was in the near future. I was inducted last year into MMC's chapter.
Immediately after induction, I was asked to serve as Vice President for our chapter. I was told it would be only on paper and the duties would not translate to any sort of work. I would basically be a placeholder. I begrudgingly agreed. Shortly after my newfound appointment, the President took a leave of absence. Suddenly I was in charge of all sorts of meetings, fundraisers, and so on. I realized that this was an opportunity (no matter how much I was cursing all those who urged me to take this post). I worked over the course of that semester to help the Society raise campus awareness of the group, which resulted in 7 new inductees this semester. We also were able to raise some money for next year's conference through a bookmark sale. Successful overall.
On the April 10th, we welcomed our seven new inductees to the Society with a reception. {That word -Society- makes me feel kind of cultish...is that weird?} I even got the important job of handing out a red rose to each member and shake their hand! How official. And then there was surprise for me! Our chapter Advisor presented me with this overwhelming bouquet of beautiful flowers. It was such a nice surprise! I feel very confident in passing on the STD *snicker* torch. Our new President is really excited and already making great strides for the group. Below are a few pictures of the flowers I received. The middle picture is the bouquet as it was presented. The other two pictures are the result of me pressing random buttons on my camera!
So, it's been a lot of change...and the steps were small. However, I am picking up speed and ambling along the newest path! And the best part is that as I learn new things, I have wonderful memories to keep me company.